Tangga Usia

Kini meningkatlah usiaku... pada suatu ketika aku mahu melupakan tarikh ini... entah la... hidup macam tak bermakna... semua insan yang rapat denganku semakin jauh menghilang.. semakin jauh meninggalkanku..... apakah aku ada membuat sebarang kesilapan..aku rindu...hidupku semakin sepi.... inilah dugaan hidupku... aku akan cuba kuatkan semangat yang semakin hilang ini...aku berharap sinar kehidupan mampu mengubah diriku menerjah awan gemawan yng semakin sepi ini...

Tarian penaku...

Pabila penaku menari-nari..
Ketahuilah...
Ia akan memainkan irama lagu duka...
Irama duka kerna perbuatan insan..
yang bergelar manusia...
tintanya yang tajam...
bisa menusuk ..
dan merentap jantung hati..
laksana busar..
yang terpacak dengan tepatnya...
tanpa belas ihsan.....
walau hatiku penuh duka sengsara..
aku kan cuba baluti sendiri...
sedang airmata kesedihan senantiasa tumpah...
pada bumi....
ku luahkan pada bintang malam ..
hati yang syahdu..
bagai kaca terhempas...
akan ku terus jua...
lalui hidup penuh duka ini..

CINTA & KAWAN....

Satu hari CINTA & KAWAN berjalan dalam kampung...
Tiba-tiba CINTA terjatuh dalam telaga...
Kenapa??
Kerana CINTA itu buta..
Lalu KAWAN pun ikut terjun dalam telaga...
Kenapa??
Kerana...
KAWAN akan buat apa sahaja demi CINTA !!
Di dalam telaga CINTA hilang....
Kenapa??
Kerana...
CINTA itu halus, mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga, sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap...
Sedangkan KAWAN masih lagi tercari-cari dimana CINTA & terus menunggu..
Kenapa??
Kerana...
KAWAN itu sejati & akan kekal sebagai KAWAN yang setia.... kan ??
so, hargai lah KAWAN kita selagi kita terasa dia BERERTI.....

Bukan Kasihku....

inikah akhirnya..
tinggallah lara di sini..
terpadamlah api kasih..
setelah dikau pergi..
telah ku korbankan...
sudah aku curahkannya..
semua kasih suci..
pada dirimu..
tak kumahu asmara kan hancur seperti debu...
tak ku mahu dirimu bukan lagi kekasihku...
dan di sini...
tinggallah aku menantikan kasih..
sesaaat berlalu bertahun ku rasa...
manakah silapnya...
kemanakan ku bawa..
erti cinta sejati .....

Pelajaran untuk hari ini....

Ku pelajari sesuatu hari ini.... bila ku renung walaupun pemikiran manusia berbeza tapi hati tetap sama... tingkahlaku... perbuatan....setiap kejadian yang asalnya sama akan tetap serupa walau diubah, mana mungkin setiap perbuatan mampu memuaskan hati insan lain... degupan jantung dirasakan sederas air terjun niagara... semakin mendalam perasaan kita pada seseorg maka kita akan terlalu takut untuk menghadapi kenyataan...
kadangkala kenyataan amatlah pahit untuk ditelan..


Kamulah peminatku yang nombor satu... kamu sentiasa percaya kepada kebolehanku.. Perjalananku ke angkasa merupakan satu penghormatan...

VIRGO MAN

Virgo Aug 23 - Sept 22

Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac. He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing the right and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself. He is the type who well adjusted to make changes. He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question. He hates rough and crude people. His woman has to be clean and dress well. He inspects any thing in details beside being a perfectionist, so you could be lying in your bikini with a perfect figure and he can suddenly comments you about your big feet. If you gain 2 pounds , he may comments you are getting too fat. Before going out with this kind of guy, look at yourself head to toe in the mirror and ask yourself if you are really and entirely ready. Unless he dates a model, then he will have less comments. He is neat and tidy, so his life always in a schedule, a fix time to lunch, the same time to go home. He is well knowledge about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange and exotic food for sure. You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted with acting, so if he says he can not go out with you because he is sick, then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy all the times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazy people. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him, you will know he has his own charm. He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love. He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness, ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket. People may think he is selfish, because when he says "No", he really means it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an insult. He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, he will also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time. He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean, perfect and tidy. A real two "P" , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.

Cinta Laksana Perayaan

cinta laksana perayaan... harus dinikmati dan dirayakan dengan penuh kegembiraan... ... namun bagi insan yg tak punyai cinta mana mungkin dapat merayakan... tidak mampu menikmati.. .. dalam diri ini telah mencampakkan segala rasa cinta pada si dia ke lautan dalam.... hati penuh duka nestapa pabila mengenangkan.... takkan ku memaksa insan untuk menyayangi diriku yang tiada kesempurnaan... insan tidakkan puas untuk mencari sebuah keindahan... aku sedar itu semua... andai sang pencinta yang ikhlas dan setia mampu memberikan kenikmatan dalam percintaan... cinta adalah suatu yg suci...bila kita cintakan seseorg jangan sesekali datang dari mata... biar cinta datang dari hati.. biar hati yang beritahu siapa yang patut kita cintai..

Hendakkan seseorg tidak semestinya kita punya...Bila kita punya tidak semestinya akan bersama... Bila sudah bersama... jagalah sebaiknya...

Kala Hati Terasa Sunyi

pertama kali luahan rasa hati terpapar pada monitor...mulai saat ini dikaulah peneman... kala diri dirundung kesunyian yang teramat. tiada insan yang tahu betapa hatiku sedih, kosong, sunyi, sepi... aku tak mampu gambarkan pada insan lain.. namun jauh di sudut hatiku aku amat memerlukan insan untuk dicintai sepenuh hati... daku bukanlah boneka... aku bukan jua patung di taman nan indah bak syurgawi... aku punya perasaan... tiada siapa yang mampu membaca hatiku...aku senantiasa menjadi permainan hati insan yang tidak berhati perut...